Ugh,

I hate to be depressing in anyway but I also like to be truthful. All day I’ve been having really bad urges to cut. I woke up a little dissociated and since then I’ve just been upset on and off. What sucks the most is that I’m dealing with this alone. It truly feels like no one is there for me when it comes to the serious problems that I face. Every time I start to think I’m ok, this addiction just kicks me in the ass.

08/12/11 at 11:12pm