Yummmy!
Used the bathroom after class and broke the stall door off the hinges. thank god no one was in there.
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Spiced chai tea with some almond milk and sugar. Yummmm
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fefe!!!!!
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work
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umm, yes please.
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Boif: I can’t promise I wont ever fuck up again, but I’m going to try my hardest not to. I wanna kick myself everyday over the mean things I’ve said to you. You have been a shining light of hope and have made me so happy, even through these hard times. I do not regret the last two years we’ve been together one bit. I love you so much and I am so lucky to have you.
Me: Well alrghty then, that was random!
Me: Honey, I love you too!
(I could have said more but he kinda surprised me being that he came out of no where)
kill me if he knew I said this, but ever since our last fight, I got him on a leash.
A pic of Sunday dinner! (a couple days late). I cooked smothered chicken, yellow rice, and steamed veggies. The chicken was fun to make. I cooked it in the skillet for 15 minutes then topped it with bacon, onions that I sauteed with brown sugar, and montery jack cheese. Boif loved it ^.^ I wonder what I should cook next weekend?
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Why do you keep acting like a child? I have been working my ass off for weeks and was tired! I have actual responsibilities now and am trying my damnedest to live up to expectations. I dont get any rest because all my time is split between work, storage, trying to fix the apt, finding insurance and catering to you! Even after my dad died I tried to help you with your psychological problems. You say im being a selfish lover but in reality ever since my dads death you have more “me, me, me” and ive still tried to be there for you in what you wanted, even trying to do esp. right by you for your birthday and give you a good one. But for a cpl months now its all about you. This isnt a sitcom and im not fucking superman. Seriously what is your malfunction? Or did you stop taking one of the meds again?
I dont know what false ideal you have of relationships are, but you need a reality check because this isnt the dick van dyke show, its real life and you need to get a grip.
THAT WAS THE MOST INSULTING THING HE COULD EVER SAY.
“in reality ever since my dads death you have more “me, me, me” and ive still tried to be there for you in what you wanted”
Here’s what I sent him:
I’m not talking about you being tired. I haved done nothing but show how proud I am that ur finnaly deciding to work hard. I tried my hardest to help you get working hard. Everyday after ur dad died I was there. Like, THERE THERE. Despite anything I had to do. I came to ur house everyday helping you. 2 days after words I got u a job. Filling out applications, trying to help you find a place to live. EVERY PROBLEM U HAD I HELPED YOU WITH. I was there everyday to help clean ur apartment out. When u didn’t have many ppl to help u out. I gave u my whole fucking paycheck to pay for half of ur storage bill. I was doing more for you, then I was doing for myself. You have the nerve to say ever since that I’ve been more “me me me”? Ever since you dad passed I have shown that I would do for you. I put “me” aside so I could help you. Go fuck yourself. Seriously.
I worked hard for you. Every fucking day. All I did was think about how I could help you. Don’t fucking hand me that catering to me bull shit. I have never asked for you to give me anything back. Sorry that I had a mental breakdown during all this. It fucking happens to a person who’s bipolar and stressed the fuck out. Medicene or not.I did more than cater to you. The most I ask for is time together.
SO…
Being that those texts were sent at like 12am-5am in the morning between me getting sleep. I figured, this fucker really doesn’t understand how much that ONE thing he said hurt me. I woke up, hopped in my car, jammies and all. gathered the gifts I got him banged on his apartment door gave it to him and said here’s your stuff, I’m only giving it back because it’s engraved and I cant return. I don’t want ANYTHING from you. He’s never seen me that upset before and went onto hardcore ‘cry baby boyfriend’ mode. And he said he was sorry and gave me the necklace he got me. And its very beautiful.
right? Thanks babe, but I’d rather have some realization about how great I’ve been to you than a 200 dollar necklace.
tumblr in a while. Let me give you an update on my life:
And there you go