December 2010
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I'm about
to head to work, and when I get off I’m gonna go celebrate the New Year. So I hope all you guys have a great night, and I’ll talk to you next year =]
Dec 31st
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So boif has this friend
who is constantly talking shit. He says It’s “cute” that I enjoy zelda, but I should play grown up games. Then he says shit like maybe you can drop Ash off at the mall while we play COD.  What the fuck?! I’m so sorry that I like to dress cute and have my makeup looking nice when I’m out. And God forbid I’m able to worship the best adventure game ever. But I...
Dec 31st
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Good morning guys!
What are you plans for New Years?
Dec 31st
When guys have that sleepy voice.
-rubbersoul:  
Dec 31st
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Bed time =
Sleep mask Ear plugs Head scarf comfy covers stuffed ladybug here’s a dancing yoda: good night followers<3
Dec 31st
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Talking to my ex
on aim just makes me realize I’m so happy I’m not with him anymore. He’s just half past pathetic. And kind of annoying.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Have you ever felt empty?
I was remembering back in the day when I was in and out of the crisis center. And I always felt so drained and empty while there. It was like I turned into a zombie. Just going through the motions but not actually feeling anything. I was just there. Anybody else ever get an empty feeling? 
Dec 31st
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I'm going to
try and keep this phone for awhile. I change cell phones ALL the time. It’s sickening. Always changing my number and what not. I wanna keep this one until the time I can upgrade to a new phone like the normal people do.
Dec 31st
fuckthenaysayers asked: Ugh he is being all sweet and shit, but don't let that fool you! he still owes you big time. dont let him off so easily! now he thinks he's in the clear because u were all 'daww'
Dec 31st
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WatchWatch
I use to watch this a lot. It was like an older/better Degrassi. 
Dec 31st
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Boif left this on my facebook wall
ugggggh, I’m SUCH a sucker. SUCH a fucking sucker, because this just has me all gaga over him again. 
Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
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Life without meds. A dream?
More like a struggle
Dec 30th
Tumblr is an escape, not a competition.
Dec 30th
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I should probably
go and take a shower and shave. I’m spending all day with boif. I just can’t pull myself out of bed. I’ll be just fine after my coffee though. I get to use my new curling wand =] It’s so much easier to use than a curling iron. Ok, I’m done rambling. It’s bagel and coffee time.
Dec 30th
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I'm a
therapy addict. And I’m not afraid to admit it.
Dec 30th
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Everything I wanted
to do tonight, I will do tomorrow before I go out. Work has left me tired once more. Kinda pissed that I get 40 hours for the next two weeks. What part of ‘part-time’ does my boss do not get? Whatever, I can use the money. Good night guys =]
Dec 30th
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you guys make me happy
Dec 30th
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When learning about
bi polar disorder in class I always felt like the Spanish kid in Spanish class lol. 
Dec 29th
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Yesterday at
work, my co worker was in a bad mood and was being kind of snotty to the customers…and I kept saying to her “remember, no employee wants to be a squidward!” And I turn the t.v on this morning and that episode is on!
Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
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I took
a shower when I got off of work. It felt soooo good =]
Dec 28th
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buddhascribe asked: what type of film work where you studying and why have you replaced it with something annoying?
Dec 28th
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When did I get
so ugly? I use to be cute when I was a kid. FUCK YOU PUBERTY!
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
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Beauty regimens I do that makes boif tilt his head...
Waxing exfoliating my lips facial masks pedicures tying my hair up at night Just so I can be all: Instead of:
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Sooo
I decided not to break up with my broke ass loser boif. Even though I really think I should but I got this weird thing telling me I love him. [I’m like a guy when it comes to the L word.] So yeah, he’s just on the no booty list for a lonnnngggg time. 
Dec 27th
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I got a customer complaint
today. A lady came in and asked me where the Pringles were and I said by the nuts. She asked which nuts and of course I said “DEEZ NUTS!” and pointed to my crotch. She was cracking up but I didn’t notice there was an old white lady standing near me with her grandchild. So she put in a complaint to the manager. Fuck her, I was quick with that lol.
Dec 27th
kisskissbanggbangg asked: Thanks so much for following me.
I loved your blog too.
I had to follow vack when I saw that we had a lot of the same things in common.
LEt's chat sometime okay.
Dec 26th
youvegottoreachout asked: heyy thanks for followingg! =)
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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My problem ever since I
can remember is that I compare. A lot. I compare the current Ashey to the Ashley who was at her best. I compare how I was this time last year to now. I compare mania to depression. etc. etc. It doesn’t do anything positive for me. It just gets me into this kind of fuckery where I don’t know how I should be.
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
“How exactly is posting pictures of people cutting, or scars of the cuts...”
– (via darktheory)
Dec 26th